Hello blogreaders! Just checking in to say hi as the waiting game ensues. Two months ago I was stomping my feet around the apartment
calmly saying yelling, “I’ve had about enough of this waiting! I can’t take another day! Let’s move already!” And here we are, still in Brooklyn, and it’s January 19th. Touche. (Modeling Supreme Patience and Perfect Anger Management — two easy checkmarks in my parenting manual. Ha ha. But stomping around the apartment really is SO therapeutic.)
So, thumb-twiddlers we have become. What does one do when the proverbial waiting game seems to mimic all-too-closely the reality of a NYC doctor’s office waiting room? One bakes cookies and makes quilts, of course.
Orlis and I have decided to take our favorite Brooklyn bakery with us to the West Coast, by mastering the art of the Monster Cookie, along with several of their other unbeatable recipes. (I noticed in the recipe in this link that she uses chunky peanut butter, which is an adaptation of the original recipe. I used creamy, but chunky probably makes them even more monstrous.) This everything-but-the-kitchen-sink cookie has so many delicious things in it, you practically have a cookie identity crisis while eating one (or 7). Is it a peanut butter cookie? Oatmeal? Chocolate chip? Wait, are those M&Ms?!! We have continued our fall tradition of a weekly soup drop-off, and have added some of these bad-boys to the delivery basket.
And, with so many loved ones getting pregnant these days (or trying trying trying), I have realized it is going to be a year of making baby quilts like never before. With anxiety in my belly and a bit of time on my hands with which I can not yet do any real packing, I figured I’d better start stockpiling baby quilts for all the little babes coming soon. The way I see it, the best help I can be to those who are having a little more trouble getting pregnant than expected is to go ahead and put my energy into making a warm welcome gift.
I found this dreamy woman online, Oh Fransson, and immediately purchased a few of her fun, modern quilt patterns. Guess where she lives? That’s right — Portlandia. (Maybe we’ll be friends.) In the meanwhile, I plan on totally indulging in her terrific patterns in the makings of some very special little quilts. I started with one called Frames. Here’s a sneak peak:
Isn’t it cute?? All those oranges, greens, and yellows — how can that not make you smile?
And in this process of waiting and thumb-twiddling and making cookies and quilts to assuage my nervous energy, and snapping a few photos to pop online for you all to see, I am once again reminded of the metaphors surrounding me. The monster that is this transition and move. The torturous not-knowing if or when you will ever get pregnant and how to plan your life in the meantime (and how closely that feeling now resembles our current waiting game). And, what this picture of the quilt-in-process above that I unwittingly titled “half-laid” depicts so perfectly: that so many of our plans are just that. Half laid. Sometimes for longer than we may like…bringing out the foot-stomping monster in all of us, and pushing past our limits for not knowing what will happen next. And there’s not much we can do but throw some more colors on the floor and sugars in a bowl and twiddle our thumbs the best way we know how.